Whoops.

It wasn't until my darling man phoned this evening that I realised that I'd kinda cut myself off from the world for a couple of days there. Didn't totally mean to do that. My big brother Paulie, who has lived here in the granny flat for nearly three years now, has gone over to Japan to work and it hit me harder than I realised. I also had a bit of a break down over the direction of my life. I felt like I'd acheived nothing and that I'm wasting my life. I know this isn't true, that I'm working on things. I guess I was terrified that this Mirena wasn't working as well, as I've still been in pain this week.

Had a good old yak on the phone to my darling and I felt a lot better afterwards.

I'm gonna have an early night, I think. After that weekend, I need one.