I really hope this is the Tramadol making me spacey.

I keep waking up muzzy and sleepy. Dizzy. I constantly feel like nothing is real and I feel doped up and out of it. I never used to feel this way before the Tramal. I've had enough of it. I'm considering just stopping and going cold turkey for a couple of days. I'd feel sick but it'd be over quickly. Dunno if I can be bothered slowly lowering the amount by halving the powder in the fucking little pills.

I just feel so shit all the time. :( The stuff depresses me something chronic.