Up again

I can't sleep. I laid in bed for hours, just trying to sleep. Kept thinking of Lord of the Rings. Was only thing that made me relax, but still can't sleep. Have taken to night time baking of goods. Cheese treats, cornflake honey crisps. I want my Xena, but she's having some outside time, I think. She's sulking cause I hugged Ruby in front of her. Biyatch.

My sister showed Solly "Attack of the Killer Tomatoes". The kid loved it, but when they were playing outside the bitch rolled a tomato past him and went 'Nimanimanimanim!" and he freaked out. Poor thing.

Bleh. I need to have a decent non-fucked up brain.

Up again

I can't sleep. I laid in bed for hours, just trying to sleep. Kept thinking of Lord of the Rings. Was only thing that made me relax, but still can't sleep. Have taken to night time baking of goods. Cheese treats, cornflake honey crisps. I want my Xena, but she's having some outside time, I think. She's sulking cause I hugged Ruby in front of her. Biyatch.

My sister showed Solly "Attack of the Killer Tomatoes". The kid loved it, but when they were playing outside the bitch rolled a tomato past him and went 'Nimanimanimanim!" and he freaked out. Poor thing.

Bleh. I need to have a decent non-fucked up brain.

Blech

I don't know why this happens to me. I just get down. I wake up and I feel like shit, like, emotionally shit. I'm all mixed up and sad, but I won't go into it. It's just the depression playing up again. I haven't taken my pills in a while, but seeing as they inhibit my ability to orgasm, that's no surprise. I'm taking them again. I'd rather feel like living than not being able to orgasm for a day. *sighs*

People at chatroom very nice, helping me improve my spirits. My throat doesn't hurt anymore. It's not even that gluggy. Just a bit tight. I think I shall be able to sing again soon. Bliss!

X-Men 2 stuff released, but it won't let me get to apple.com. AARGH! Must have my fix! X-Men! X-Men X-Men X-Men! Stressed streaky Marie! WEEEE! HELP! AAARGH! FAN BLOOD BOILING!!!

--Nancy.

Blech

I don't know why this happens to me. I just get down. I wake up and I feel like shit, like, emotionally shit. I'm all mixed up and sad, but I won't go into it. It's just the depression playing up again. I haven't taken my pills in a while, but seeing as they inhibit my ability to orgasm, that's no surprise. I'm taking them again. I'd rather feel like living than not being able to orgasm for a day. *sighs*

People at chatroom very nice, helping me improve my spirits. My throat doesn't hurt anymore. It's not even that gluggy. Just a bit tight. I think I shall be able to sing again soon. Bliss!

X-Men 2 stuff released, but it won't let me get to apple.com. AARGH! Must have my fix! X-Men! X-Men X-Men X-Men! Stressed streaky Marie! WEEEE! HELP! AAARGH! FAN BLOOD BOILING!!!

--Nancy.