logansrogue | I really hate myself.

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I really hate myself.

I'm looking through the photos I took of myself today. I don't know if I'll put them up or not - possibly not. I don't want people making fun of how I look. I'm terrified. I also feel I'm not pretty enough to make art out of.

I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.

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Well, being skinny is not being pretty, quite the opposite, think some supermodels who seem ill and undernourished. And attractive woman should look healthy, and have natural curves in oposition to Holliwood plastic artificial curves. Think of the Venus of Milo.
She isn't exactly skinny and still her body is beautiful and considered art, isnt it?
Check other stock galleries and you'll see many of the models are not exactly skinny.

Er... that link doesn't work.

And she's not saggy. My skin is sagging at the front. And I have mottling on my belly from months of wearing a heat pack. My boobs aren't as nice as hers either.

But I do get what you're saying. I have a friend, Ellie, who is doing stock work. She's not skinny but she has a *gorgeous* figure. It's just beautiful. She's got the right kind of curves.

Here's the Venus link:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/Estrellita/milo1.jpg

Hmm. I'm thinking Venus is looking way better than me.

Well, don't be that hard on you. After all you have a prettier face (can't judge the body because I never saw yours). And she has not exactly a warm skin! :P

This is true! I'll let you see the photos in a tick. I just have to resize them. *kicks them*

my email is esicardi@gmail.com

Sent!

OK, I received you and I think you look pretty and not fat at all.
And, your neck and breast are perfectly normal IMHO.
I'll give you a more detailed opinion via email if you want.

ETA: I liked the egyptian custome!

Oh cool! :)

Only if you want to. I wouldn't want to put you out LOL.

I'll do it but it but it may take a little time.
BTW, what kind of camera and ilumination did you use?
Digital or traditional?
Did you take the shots yourself with a timer in the camera?

It was me above. I forgot to login

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logansrogue.livejournal.com - 2006-02-17 16:29 (UTC) - Expand

Depends who I'm talking to. *poke poke* Sony Cybershot. Natural light - deflected sunlight. The room was too small to really take the shots well, which was a shame. Someone else took the shots, but they weren't an experience photographer. (They did all right, considering). :)

Hey, don't bring me into comparison! You have the sweetest looking ass on the planet *bites*
...oh dear, hon', really shouldn't get me started. I'm becoming Uber-Pervert now ^^; *hides*

LOLOL!!! If you get started then I'LL get started! Gah!!!

Guuuuh.... uuuuuuuuhhhh oh yeah. ;P heh heh heh... *evil*

Daaaaaaaamn you! That's it - I'm sending you pictures of me naked!!

YUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! *cheers*

ROFL!!!

I have a 'nekkid nacey' folder on my desktop now =^.^= Heeeee *is happy*

...I mustn't get horny enough on LJ - I don't have an icon for it. :(

HAhahaha. Well I guess there's a limit to how horny you can get on LJ. LOL!

It gets hard typing with one hand...