I really hate myself.

[logansrogue]

I'm looking through the photos I took of myself today. I don't know if I'll put them up or not - possibly not. I don't want people making fun of how I look. I'm terrified. I also feel I'm not pretty enough to make art out of.

I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.

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Depends who I'm talking to. *poke poke* Sony Cybershot. Natural light - deflected sunlight. The room was too small to really take the shots well, which was a shame. Someone else took the shots, but they weren't an experience photographer. (They did all right, considering). :)