I really hate myself.

[logansrogue]

I'm looking through the photos I took of myself today. I don't know if I'll put them up or not - possibly not. I don't want people making fun of how I look. I'm terrified. I also feel I'm not pretty enough to make art out of.

I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.

Comments

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

Babe, trust me it will be the best thing you've ever done if you put them up. You'd be surprised about the guys on dA. Some of the parts of me that I hate the most were their favourite bits. The person is always more critical of themselves than others are of them ^_^ *snuggles*

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Yeah but I really do look terrible. :( I have a fat neck and yucky boobs. I'm just - gross.

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

Can you give me a peek?
... your boobs are glorious. Now hush! I saw the mermaid pics with the seashells stuck on (and I believe a couple pics didn't even have that) and I almost creamed myself in a girly way ^_^;

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

LOL! Of course I can show you. Erm... what way would be best for you?

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

In person, preferably in my bedroom.

Um... email? ^.^; hehee

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

LOL! Don't you start, you'll get me excited! I already woke up before feeling TOTALLY horny. Was very bizarre. What email?

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

Babe, the minute you set foot on the East Coast (oh I am SO East Side/West Side, dawg) I will POUNCE on you. I like my women to look like women ^_^ *is horny now* Damn...

rogue_v(at)bigpond.net.au

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Where's that spare bunch of money for a plane ticket? Dayamn!

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

...I could become a stripper if it'd give me the money for that plane ticket, baby! :slurp:

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

*giggle* You're so sweet! *laugh* *hugs*

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

What make them "yucky" in your POV?

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Erm - not such a nice shape. The nipples are too large. :T

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

I don't think that's bad. Mine are huge too and my husband like that a lot.

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

Girls worry about the dumbest things :-)

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

I agree with bishounenjunkie.
People sometimes loves exactly that thing that you hate most about your appearence.
I can tell that for example for experience with my husband.