Pain really bad.

[logansrogue]

I know I keep bitching about this but it's all I am experiencing at the moment and this journal is about my experiences. The heat and the extreme pain are really getting to me. I can't even snooze through it in my bed cause my room is hotter than hell. I can't snooze on the couch cause Dad is reading shit on it. I'm so exhausted but I can't sleep. I can't actually DO anything either. I'm so fucking bored out of my mind. It's times like this I wish I had a laptop that could connect to the net. I think I'd sit there in a comatose state, playing neopets to distract myself from the pain. It doesn't help that the laptop I have presently is totally shitting itself power-wise.

I gotta stop bitching and just COPE. I've taken two mercyndol but they're not doing much. Which means it must be a really mean pain. I've been in pain for so long I have a hard time telling whether it's bad or not. I know that probably doesn't even make any sense. I'm missing school today but thankfully it's a class that I don't need to be at.

I have chocolate but it's not the chocolate I bought. I bought specific chocolates that I'd chosen for myself. I'm being a big baby. I'll probably cry at some point.

Comments

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

I love you, Molly. I swear, you're such an amazing help. You'll be in the first CD I release, thanks will be there for you. *hugs you*

*likes the idea of being a phoenix...*

*...though if I were a phoenix, I'd have left Ginny to rot in the fucking chamber... bwahahaha*

[mollymoon.livejournal.com]

Yeah, Ginny can rot... I think we're more like Jean Grey anyway :)

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Yeah. But with smaller boobs. And bigger waist-lines. LOL.

[mollymoon.livejournal.com]

Not on the 'net though! On the 'net, everyone is thin.

/misses being thin and having small tits.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Yes. On the internets, I'm a goddess.

me too, man. Being thin that is. Tits are not that small.