I really hate myself.

[logansrogue]

I'm looking through the photos I took of myself today. I don't know if I'll put them up or not - possibly not. I don't want people making fun of how I look. I'm terrified. I also feel I'm not pretty enough to make art out of.

I'm not being, you know, false and fishing for compliments or any shit like that. I honestly feel this way about myself and I feel like crying cause I feel like there's NOTHING I can do about it. I used to be so fucking skinny. I miss those days. I hate how I look now. I think I look terrible.

Comments

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Yeah but I really do look terrible. :( I have a fat neck and yucky boobs. I'm just - gross.

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

Can you give me a peek?
... your boobs are glorious. Now hush! I saw the mermaid pics with the seashells stuck on (and I believe a couple pics didn't even have that) and I almost creamed myself in a girly way ^_^;

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

LOL! Of course I can show you. Erm... what way would be best for you?

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

In person, preferably in my bedroom.

Um... email? ^.^; hehee

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

LOL! Don't you start, you'll get me excited! I already woke up before feeling TOTALLY horny. Was very bizarre. What email?

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

Babe, the minute you set foot on the East Coast (oh I am SO East Side/West Side, dawg) I will POUNCE on you. I like my women to look like women ^_^ *is horny now* Damn...

rogue_v(at)bigpond.net.au

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Where's that spare bunch of money for a plane ticket? Dayamn!

[shimmiwyld.livejournal.com]

...I could become a stripper if it'd give me the money for that plane ticket, baby! :slurp:

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

*giggle* You're so sweet! *laugh* *hugs*

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

What make them "yucky" in your POV?

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Erm - not such a nice shape. The nipples are too large. :T

[esicardi.livejournal.com]

I don't think that's bad. Mine are huge too and my husband like that a lot.

[strangedave.livejournal.com]

Girls worry about the dumbest things :-)