First day of school.

[logansrogue]

I must say, I came home rather depressed.

Not only was I not with my friends in class today (I missed them dearly) cause I'm repeating, but everyone in the class knew each other and didn't really know me. I felt so left out. I'm terrified that when it comes time to break up into groups for projects, I'll be on my own. :(

Then there's the fact that this is a six month course, after which I'll have six months where I have to wait for the next certificate to start because Cert IV doesn't do a mid-year start. I am so boned. What am I going to do for six months? I was talking to my brother at the station and some fucking smart-arsed jerk overheard and said, "Get a job."

Yeah, very fucking funny. God willing, I should be well enough after the operation to work. But who wants to hire me for six months? I suppose I could just do temp work again, like data entry or something. It'd be really nice to be able to earn some decent money for once.

I'm just scared if I DON'T get better. What will I do? :( I'm already nervous about doing this course in this state. *sigh* Fuck.

Anyway, the upshot of all of this is that I'm feeling a bit down. I feel like I've been left behind. I hate this sickness. I'm so shitty that it's done this to me.

Comments

[sugaryfun.livejournal.com]

Can you go on the dole in the meantime? I mean, I know they ask you to look for full time work even when you're planning to go back to full time study in a couple of months (ours is not to reason why, ours is but to do or have our payments cut off),but you can look like you're looking for work without necessary actually looking.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Dude - it's the dole I'm afraid of. There's a lot of treking around, looking for work and heavy-handed crap and I don't like it. I'd just prefer for them to put me on Work for the Dole for six months. But I don't know if they'd do that for me. :T

[sugaryfun.livejournal.com]

Ah...that sucks.

If you lived in Brisbane I'd give you my boss' number 'cause we're hiring casuals, but since you're way over there all I can do is wish you luck so...good luck.

[logansrogue.livejournal.com]

Thanks anyway, dude. Bless you. I'll figure something out.