2008-04-12
I nearly killed myself today.
Went on a certain anti-CO$ march and guess what? Dressed too warmly! That's right. Boots and shorts and a mid-sleeve top seemed to be too much for me. I got faint, I flushed bright red all over my face - EXCEPT MY MOUTH AND SURROUNDING AREA OF ABOUT AN INCH. That was pale, very very pale. Sort of looked green. I couldn't walk, I felt like vomiting, I needed to sit down. I couldn't even catch a train home. I sort of plodded to the grass out the front of the station on Wellington St and waited for Dad to pick me up. I was there for the beginning of the march but I couldn't make it all the way.
I feel like I've let people down. I really wanted to be on the march. But I can't - I can't march when I'm like that. I'll have to find some more things to do outside of marching, so that when a march comes around and I don't feel up to it, I know I've still been doing things for it all.
I feel like I've let people down. I really wanted to be on the march. But I can't - I can't march when I'm like that. I'll have to find some more things to do outside of marching, so that when a march comes around and I don't feel up to it, I know I've still been doing things for it all.