Bummed.

Still bummed. I think it's hormones. I had a very nice day where I hung out with my best friend Bianca. I miss her a lot and it was so nice to hang out with her again. I worried I was too boring for her, though. I'm probably being too hard on myself again. LOL.

Ever feel out of the loop? Just like, you're missing everything? I feel like that a bit right now. I hope next year is better than this year. *sigh*

Fuck!

I've sunburnt myself. I thought I was going for a quick walk with Bianca this afternoon (it was about the middle of the day when I left) and it ended up being a forty-five minute walk or so. I was wearing a halter-neck crochet and cotton top. I hadn't noticed I was burnt until my little brother pointed it out to me. As soon as I noticed I started slathering it in aloe vera gel. I hate burning myself, it's awful. I get so scared I'll get some sort of growth. Like I need any more growths, right?